NAGASAKI

~ A Woven History ~


燭の火を   燭にうつすや   春の夕

Lighting one candle

with another candle —

spring evening.

~ Yosa Buson

Nagasaki Dondonzaka Ghibli portrait

Ghibli girl Nagasaki Skyroad

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To:

My friends all over the world,

wherever this finds them.

From:

Zoe xX



~ LETTER FROM A EUROPEAN ENCLAVE IN JAPAN ~

Or, should I call it a Japanese town with a European style?
The truth lies somewhere beyond these simple descriptors, and I feel my mind is in a muddle. My dear friend, let me write this out to you, and in the writing perhaps I may find some clarity; or clarity find me, like a sunbeam through a glass of cloudy water, split into its elemental rainbow hues. I shall be the water. Can these words provide the light?

The first truth, which we may embark upon, is this: Nagasaki is a port, in the oldest sense of the word…

PORT:

English, French - [ pɔrt, poʊrt ]

  1. a geographical area that forms a harbour, bay, cove or inlet.
    Used for the loading and unloading of ships.
    (from the Latin portus: ‘a port, harbour’)

  2. c. 1300. An entryway. A city gate. A portal.
    (from the Latin porta: ‘a gate; door, entrance,’
    and the root per: ‘to lead, pass over.’)

  3. to carry, to bear, to convey.
    (from the Latin portare: ‘to carry’)

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One: Port

That week, Nagasaki shimmered in the pale heat of the late summer sun. Hadleigh and I wandered the city slicked in sweat, stopping under shadows and buying water at every vending machine. Emerging from the haze as we walked, we encountered small appearances, spectres, born of a distant past and place: will-o-the-wisps in the form of blue painted tiles, stained glass windows, cobbled alleys. They fluttered at the corners of my vision like the sleeves of an old robe hanging on a bedroom chair, quivered by an unseen force only moments before I glanced their way. Familiar objects, breathing. Waving. And there, alongside them, shimmering in unison, new acquaintances. The hush of a sliding shōji paper screen. The reedy feel of tatami floors gently moving beneath my feet, smelling of green wood and sun-dried straw. To my Euro-drenched mind, simmered in the sauce of a hundred mediterranean summer days, these encounters tasted like coffee and pepper, both comforting and surprising.

The city of Nagasaki rests snugly in the arms of a sheltered bay on the southern edge of Kyushu, the southernmost of the four main islands that make up Japan. Standing on the headland, one may look out past the islands dotted along the harbour, into the long expanse of the East China Sea.

The city’s history is bound to the ocean, and those bonds stretch and creak into distant spaces and times. As far away as the colonial kingdoms of Europe. As far back as 1543.

In 1543 a bedraggle of Portuguese merchants washed ashore on the the island of Tanegashima, some 500 km from Nagasaki. The sailors, with their odd appearance and foreign weaponry, stirred up interest in the local villagers. Guns were admired, lessons given; small exchanges and accidental encounters that acted like keys, opening the locks and swinging wide the doorway to a new path in the sweep of history. Those same Portuguese guns would become pivotal tools in the unification of Japan under Toyotomi Hideyoshi and Tokugawa Ieyasu, later that same century.

The beat of a butterfly’s wing, as the theory goes, can change the course of larger things. Ships. Tornadoes. Time.

What began as an accidental meeting became solidified into a routine trade route. China had recently implemented ‘Haijin’ - a maritime trade ban affecting Japan - and the Portuguese Empire saw its chance to become the proverbial middle man, importing and selling Chinese goods to a clamouring Japanese market. Ships began to arrive from Europe, carrying merchants and missionaries. They were directed to set up shop in a small fishing village, at the end of a long, deep, sheltered bay. Nagasaki.

From those first days, Nagasaki grew with the influx of goods, money and people, and soon, its influence grew too…

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Two - Portal

I had thoroughly prepared, as usual. My curated online map was sprinkled with overlapping pins, each pin opening into notes and carefully detailed plans, alongside inspirational photos gleaned from the web. In my preparedness, I had already seen these streets through Google eyes. Photos, however, are two dimensional frames. One may not walk between the flat planes of a pictured building, nor feel the humidity, unseen by the camera, on one’s skin. Nor might one know how it feels, given only pictures, to encounter Nagasaki as a stranger. To see a pointed steeple appear amongst the silvery grey kawara tiled roofs.

By 1580, Nagasaki had grown into a major port, with trade coming in on ships from Portugal, England and the Netherlands, carrying goods from as near as Taiwan and as far as inland Europe. Extant shipping logs show itemised lists of tobacco, bread, textiles, and even a Portuguese sponge cake still available in the city today, called “castella.” Alongside these products, the Portuguese ships ferried in a new religion: Christianity.

The port had become a portal, a gateway, carrying new ideas from distant places across its threshold and into the heart of Japan.

From the first, Nagasaki was a Catholic town. Missionaries, mostly Jesuit in style, populated the newly formed port - they constructed a chapel, and then set their sights on the distant hills. Their influence quickly spread across the four main islands. By 1587, Catholic converts, called Kirishitans, were becoming a minority of such force that even the Tokugawa Shogunate in Edo (Tokyo) began to take notice. Originally tolerant of the evangelisers, Tokugawa Ieyasu now felt wary of the growing influence of Christianity, which denied all other religions, including the country’s longstanding Buddhist and Shinto traditions.

By 1614 the town that had been granted to and built by the Portuguese merchants and Jesuits was now being expelled of all Christians.

That year, Catholicism and all its converts were officially banned in Japan. All missionaries in the country were ordered to leave. What followed was a terrible campaign of persecution, in the name of saving Japanese traditions from the clutches of foreign colonial influence. The horrific warning of years before - in which dozens of Christians were marched in a twisted pilgrimage from Kyoto to be crucified in Nagasaki - was now becoming official policy. Any person to be found with Christian items or beliefs could be investigated, tortured, forced to renounce their beliefs, and crucified or burned at the stake. Suspected Christians were made to step on fumi-e, idolic images of Jesus or Mary, to prove themselves unbelievers. Kirishitan quickly became Kukure Kirishitan, “Hidden Christians.”

But the portal had not been closed, and the changes wrought around it were not so easily undone.

The Christians went into hiding. And the port, which had largely been serviced by the ships and merchants of Portugal, was about to change its a-to-b axis… Portugal and its missionaries had lost favour with the Tokugawa Shogunate, and now they were losing power in the region. After the Shimabara Rebellion of 1637, led by impoverished peasants and local Christians, the Portuguese were blamed, and they were officially expelled. This ushered in a new era. Japan had entered Sakoku jidai, or the “locked country period.” For over 200 years, from around 1633 to 1853, Japan closed its borders to the outside world, severely restricting trade, and banning almost all foreign nationals from entry.

Yet, at Nagasaki there remained a small crack in the window of the locked house of Japan. The expulsion of the Portuguese had left a hole in the beating heart of the town, and it was in need of a new trade partner. Moreover, the Portuguese had left behind a remnant: a tiny little island, just offshore, in the middle of the harbour. Dejima.

Dejima image

View on the Dutch trade base on Deshima, circa 1890, Leiden University Libraries (shelf no. KITLV 36D536)

Dejima was, and still is, shaped like an open fan. The artificial island, once home to the Portuguese traders, was connected to the mainland by a stone bridge, but was otherwise floating in the waters of the bay, like a ship amongst ships. It was the perfect place for the Japanese government to sequester away their new European trade partners: the Dutch East India Company, or Vereenigde Oostindische Compagnie (VOC).

The Dutch had not yet had a chance to give Japan such a headache as the Portuguese, with their religious zeal and their colonial visions. Instead, the presence of Dutch merchants had been only minor, and, seeing the brutal persecutions of the Christians, the VOC had smartly refrained from introducing evangelism, focusing instead on pure trade. Thus it was that they were chosen to become the primary, and soon only, European trade partners with Japan after the expulsion of the Portuguese. After the closure of Japan’s borders, the Dutch were told that their shipyard had to be moved. They were to base themselves on Dejima, the small island in the harbour of Nagasaki. Under Sakoku rulings, the Dutch were not allowed to step foot off the island, (with the exception of a few circumstances and a yearly fealty visit to the Shogun), and the local Japanese people were not allowed to fraternise with the Dutch, (with the exception of a few select aides, esteemed visitors and sex workers).

In this way, Nagasaki became the one and only remaining point of connection between Japan and Europe for over 200 years.

The portal of Nagasaki may have become smaller, shrunk to the island of Dejima, but it was growing in power. Soon, the portal began to move its cargo of ideas in both directions…

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Three - To Convey

Even now, it is hard to put the feeling of my visit into words. A strange elixir of joy, guilt, wonder, compunction, comfort, complicity… Should I love this city as I do? Why not? In this task, the writing of my experiences, I have laboured to delve further - both into the history of this place, and into my own mind - than I would normally delve for a simple story on my website.

As an avid student of European history, and a longtime traveller of Europe, I loved Nagasaki. As a hater of colonialism and its cousin, neocolonialism, I felt conflicted and uncomfortable. As a child of Pākehā (European) parents born into the colonised country of Aotearoa New Zealand, my right to live there resting on a treaty, I felt some sense of kinship with the spaces that invoked a complex interweaving of cultures and histories.

Over 200 years after the ban on Christianity, religious freedom was restored in Japan. A cathedral was built in Nagasaki, now Ōura Cathedral, and the Hidden Christians of the area emerged. Finally, they were are able to share their stories. They had kept their faith secret all those years, passing it down through family lines, while keeping themselves safe. When they had been forced to step on fume-i, idolic images of Jesus and Mary, they had done so with newly woven shoes, which were then washed, and the water boiled as a tea and drank, in an act of penance. Yet, with the passing of the years, and their isolation from the Catholic church, their faith had changed. The Christianity of the Kukure Kirishitan had merged with the influences of Buddhist and Shinto traditions, first practiced as part of their protective façade, now practiced in earnest. Altars devoted to all three of these beliefs are still dotted around their houses. Images of the Virgin Mary are depicted in the style of traditional Japanese deities. Rituals are performed following old Shinto practices, with hidden signs of the cross worked into clasped hands and small gestures. These changed practices are emblematic - they reveal both the resilience of the ideas introduced through the Nagasaki portal, and the complexity of the connections that were made during those cultural exchanges. The result: cultural enmeshment so embedded in the ever-forming identities of a group of people that it cannot be extracted or removed, but can only be changed in form, like an immovable stone washed by the tides surrounding it.

Christianity was not the only import that had become integrated, and thus integral, in the culture of Nagasaki.

By 1720, local interest in the Dutch merchants sequestered away on Dejima had grown into a thriving academic exchange. The study of Dutch culture was given a name: Rangaku. Students flocked to Nagasaki to learn about Western science, medicine, geography, biology, chemistry, and later, electricity, and mechanics, with all its new clocks, pumps, and steam engines. Dejima, although small, was the singular gateway between Europe and Japan during this time, and thus its inhabitants acted as Japan’s eyes onto the slowly modernising Western world. Nagasaki became a centre for newly emerging ideas: medical schools were established, Western sciences were introduced, with Dutch words becoming the basis for a new scientific language. In the arts, the Dutch merchants also had a great influence: pottery, a traditional Japanese practice that had often been shaped by Chinese designs, was now being moulded to fit the standards of a Western market. The esteemed Korean potters of Arita, in Hizen province (Nagasaki prefecture), were given European style dishes as examples to copy, in order to make their products more saleable. And Dutch food, too, found its way into the heart of Japan, with coffee and beer finding their places amongst a traditional culture of tea and sake.

The portal of Nagasaki also allowed ideas to flow from Japan back to the Netherlands, and then on throughout Europe. The arrival of ships stocked with Aritaware, porcelain created by the potters of Arita, marked an important turning point in the design of Delftware, Dutch pottery. Unlike the traditional blue and white designs imported from China, Aritaware was polychromatic, as Arita potters had perfected the art of the overglaze. Soon, colourful porcelain was showing up in local markets across Europe, and European potters began to use the overglaze technique.

Upon the opening of Japan, and the end of the Sakoku period in 1853, ideas flowed steadily along the old shipping lines between Nagasaki and Europe. Japonisme, an interest in all things Japanese, mirrored perfectly the earlier studies of Rangaku. Suddenly, all of Europe wanted to know about Japanese culture, art, architecture, fashion, ceramics, landscaping, painting and printmaking. In Nagasaki, the old shipyards were extended to accommodate the now bustling levels of trade and exchange. To keep up with the powers of the modern world, Japan’s new Meiji government contracted Dutch engineers to help build a fleet of modern steamships, for military purposes, and a foundry was set up for this purpose: a foundry that would eventually become the Mitsubishi Shipyard and Heavy Industries.

And so it was that the Nagasaki shipyards, the foundational site of the city, built in 1543, became a target for bombing during World War II.

On August 9th 1945 at 10:50am a plane flew over the city, carrying a plutonium bomb. The primary target, Kokura, had been abandoned because of obscuring clouds and smoke. Nagasaki, with its Mitsubishi Heavy Industries factories, its shipyards, its foundries and ordnance works, was the secondary target. At 11:01am the bomb was released. It fell over the Urakami district, halfway between the Mitsubishi Steel and Arms Works in the south, and the Mitsubishi-Urakami Ordnance Works in the north. The district was obliterated; within a fraction of a second, 39,000 lives were taken. More than 10% of the city’s population. The devastation was massive, the impacts spanning decades.

So far, this story could be framed as a terrifyingly perfect example of the butterfly effect. The accidental arrival of a ship in the 16th century leads to the dropping of an atomic bomb in the 20th century. However, this linear telling would leave out much of the complexity of the tale. To tell it like this - a simple line through time - would imply a direct correlation, a causation, as if fate, the inevitable, brought that bomb upon Nagasaki; as if it dropped from the sky of its own invisible accord. We must remember and account for the web of complexity: the other factors, other agents, other threads in the weaving of this city. The thread of the U.S. Government’s neocolonial visions and unsupported decisions, in the making of that horrific moment. The old thread of the Dutch East India Company and its colonial abuses, although dulled and nullified by Sakoku and the island of Dejima, still so vivid and terrible in other parts of the world. The thread of colonialism that extended from Japan to Korea, forming itself a rough node on the island of Hashima, just 15km off the coast of Nagasaki, where Korean civilians and Chinese prisoners of war were put into forced labour, mining coal in horrendous conditions. The thread of migration and trade that wove itself between China and Nagasaki, during all this time, leading to the creation of one of only three remaining Chinatowns in Japan. And finally, the many threads of the city’s present, joining those of the past, moving on into the future. The thread of time that continues on.

When we fill in these gaps, we begin to see the vastness of the web of history, and, drawing out now, as if stepping away from a tapestry image, we can see larger pictures forming; can begin to draw meanings from the pictures. It is this part that I love the most, and which I have built my words to find.

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Four - The Message and The Meaning

Through the port and portal of Nagasaki, I found myself in a reflective space - contemplating the pattern within the picture. From this perspective, Nagasaki can be seen as an emblem of exchange.

The city sits now, some parts reconstructed, others remaining, built layer by layer from that small port town, on the edge of the harbour, where it was founded in the 16th century. To walk through the city is to walk through a great many portals, like wormholes, each transporting the walker to various points in time and space. In the commercial area, the walker finds themselves moving between Japan and Europe, as the Dutch once did, on the island of Dejima with its recreated captain’s house, and in the cobbled streets lined with lampposts, and in the little coffee shops still selling castella cake. Walking through the Urakami district, one encounters other connections, layers made and unmade: the earliest Christian persecutions, the Catholic church rebuilt, the hypocentre of destruction at the hands of the U.S., the new housing. In the area of Shinchi Chinatown, another wormhole opens, ferrying the walker into a maze of small alleys, lanterns, lights, food and festivities brought here by generations of Chinese immigrants to the city. Everywhere, the city bears the messages, imprints and ideas of a multilayered past.

If ports and portals are passages that bear across their borders goods, people, ideas, and messages, then what message does Nagasaki bear for the world?

Many would argue that the message is one of peace, in the wake of the bombing, as ‘peace’ has been the chosen word for parks and memorials, with U.S. encouragement, during the reconstruction phase of the city.

However, I feel that there is a different, possibly deeper, message here. While ‘peace’ denotes a kind of exchange - an allowance, a truce, an agreement of sorts between differing groups - I would instead choose the word ‘communion.’

For, as Kwame Ture, a leader of the Black Civil rights movement, once said: “You can have injustice and have peace. You can have peace and be enslaved.” Again, we can look to the Hidden Christians as an example: it was possible for the Tokugawa Shogunate to enforce a sort of peace- a 200 year long period with relatively few instances of political civil unrest, compared to the preceding periods - without allowing the people their basic human rights and freedoms: to live, believe, and practice their beliefs freely, without discrimination.

‘Communion,’ often associated with the Christian practice, has its roots in the Old French word comunion, meaning ‘community,’ from the Latin communionem, meaning ‘fellowship, mutual participation, a sharing.’ The word is made up of two parts: com meaning ‘with, together,’ and unus, meaning ‘oneness, union.’

In the story of Nagasaki, we can see many forms of communion; the exchange of ideas through encounter, community, and mutual participation, as happened between the locals and the Dutch merchants. We can also see exchanges of a different kind: forced exchanges, as happened with the opening of Japan’s borders, after threats by the U.S. in 1853, or exchanges that involved colonial exploitation, as in the movement of Korean peoples to Arita and the island of Hashima, for enforced labour. We can see, too, a kind of unity emerging: the unity of disparate parts that come together to form the whole, the unity that happens when experiences and encounters become part of the self.

Japanese and Dutch people each have a term that describes this phenomenon of the meeting and merging of cultures. In Japan, there is the phrase ‘Wakon yōsai,’ meaning “Japanese spirit, Western technique,” a term used heavily during the Meiji period, when Japan was looking to Westernise while retaining their own independence. In the Netherlands, the term ‘Shared Cultural Heritage’ has been used more recently to describe the interweaving of histories and cultures between the Dutch people and the peoples whose countries they colonised. It must be noted that both of these terms carry historiographical weight and contextual baggage, however, I believe that these added meanings perfectly capture the complexities that underlie the phenomenon of cultural encounter and exchange. Exchange may happen within a framework of peace, or it may not. It may happen on a basis of equity, or it may not. These are the things I found myself reflecting upon, as I walked through the streets of Nagasaki…

In our world of hyper-exchange, with our new era of trade and encounter, characterised by forces that push us towards both globalised homogenisation and individualised experience, what can we learn from these varying stories of historic communities?

Individually and collectively we are woven into being by our histories, experiences, encounters, ideas, and the stories of our ancestors. In order to live in better communion - that is, cultural exchange between equitable communities, instead of neocolonial exploitation or neoliberal individualism - we cannot simply say ‘peace.’ We must begin to take stock of the complex web of reality, including the many sad and sorrowful threads that weave from the past into our present world. Peace does not mean all is well. It is the view of the coloniser to see the world or a person as a potential blank slate, to be bombed, then written upon and repurposed. The denial of history can become the denial of a peoples, a place, a self. Conversely, the remembrance of history is the remembrance of peoples, places, selves. Furthermore, we cannot deny who we have been, as it remains a part of who we are! Like the Hidden Christians, our identities may be forged from histories that are sometimes brutal, and our potential for brutality is ever present, but erasure of these parts of ourselves is not an option. Erasure, of ourselves or others, does not absolve us as humans, does not offer us a new opportunity. A city, after being bombed, does not become a blank slate to be rewritten, no matter what governments and NGOs may say. It is still filled with stories, with meaning, for many people. So it is with our current global culture. Many hope for change, and wish for a new way. Yet, it is only from that place: the complex web, the multilayered picture, the nuanced story, that we might be able to find a deeper and more stable truth to build upon. So, we must tell our story, and, in the telling, we can find ourselves in space and time. Only then can we clearly see and choose a way forward.

We will start where we began: back on the edge of the ocean.
Dear friend, I have found my thoughts, and now I have questions for you. Imagine again that immovable stone, washed by the tides. The stone cannot be undone, or unearthed. But the tides, the waves, they have the power to shape its form over time.

How can we be like the tides?

How might we find better communion with one another in the tossing of the waves?

I would love to hear your thoughts in return!

Love, always,
Zoe


Who we are, as people, is not always our choice.
But it is our responsibility.


Dejima painting

Dejima as drawn by VOC chief Isaac Titsingh (1745-1812) in his book Bijzonderheden over Japan, printed in 1824 and now in the collection of national library of the Netherlands in The Hague

Nagasaki small street view
Nagasaki pavement art tulips
Nagasaki view old town
drifters in a window with umbrella
Moomin candle windmill
Nagasaki Dondonzaka slope portrait
Hana mo mi mo cafe Nagasaki
Dejima dutch Japanese house
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old Nagasaki brick buildings
Nagasaki brick building
tea and waffles Nagasaki
Nagasaki pavement ship and stars
Nagasaki Hotel Monterey
Nagasaki tile garden
Prayer Slope Nagasaki
Nagasaki Prayer Slope
Karenina shop Nagasaki
Nagasaki blooms
Nagasaki European painted tiles
Dejima Japanese wallpaper blue
Nagasaki painted tiles
Ōura Cathedral
Nagasaki Skyroad Ghibli scene
Dondonzaka slope view
Nagasaki lilies
Nagasaki ghibli portrait
Dondonzaka Ghibli girl
roses Nagasaki
Nagasaki flower grate
Nagasaki slopes
Nagasaki dragon head
oldest bowling centre Nagasaki
Nagasaki cranes
Dondonzaka Nagasaki slope
Glover Skyroad Vertical Elevator
Nagasaki Glover elevator
Glover Skyroad elevator window
Dejima old Japanese home
Nagasaki old buildings
Nagasaki cats
Glover park Nagasaki
Nagasaki Ōura Cathedral
Dejima wallpaper picture
Cathedral Nagasaki roof
Minami Yamate
Nagasaki Cathedral stained glass windows
Minami Yamate Pudding Nagasaki
Nagasaki Minami Yamate pudding
Ōura Cathedral windows
Minami Yamate pudding
Nagasaki hydrangea pavement art
7 Eleven self portrait
Nagasaki pavement art
Nagasaki pavement grate flowers
Nagasaki prayer triangle zone
Dejima self portrait
Dejima Japanese Dutch wallpaper
Nagasaki manhole cover
Dejima Nagasaki at night
Mucha perfumes Japan
Dejima old Japanese Dutch home
Dejima tree Japanese wallpaper
Dejima mini model town
Dondonzaka slope Nagasaki
Dejima dutch living room Japan
Old dutch hat Dejima
Dejima ceiling wallpaper
Mucha store Japan
Dejima waterfront
Dejima wooden barrel
Old Japanese home Dejima
Dejima Dutch Japanese model ship
Mucha store Japan
Dejima banquet
Dondonzaka slope movie
Dejima ceiling chandelier
birds sunset
Nagasaki Bunbun cafe
Bunbun cafe
Nagasaki coffee ice cream
Dejima leaves red wallpaper
Cafe chimes
Bunbun cafe Nagasaki
Japanese indoor slippers
monet print
Nagasaki coffee Bunbun cafe
Drifters shadow portrait


灯を消せば 涼しき星や 窓に入る

The lamp once out

cool stars enter

the window frame.

~ Natsume Sōseki


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ARRIVING ON A MOONLIT NIGHT


Wednesday Sept 3, 2025

We arrived at the tail end of a heat wave. The tail scooped us up and embraced us with a cloying hug at the Nagasaki airport, introducing itself. Me, and Hadleigh, and the heatwave. We would become intimately known to each other over the next few weeks - the heatwave following us around, keeping us a bit over the edge of what could politely be called “toasty.” Somewhere around Osaka, the heatwave began to calm, to cool, and things became more mellow. September inched along the edges of the leaves on the trees in the parks, and wafted from the waters of the ponds, and knocked faintly on the door of Autumn. By the time we reached Tokyo, the heatwave was being lulled into a drowsy doze, and people had stopped carrying small towels to dry their foreheads.

But on that first night, that first shock meeting, at 32.7-something latitude and 129.8-something longitude, a tropical summer was doing its very best to live on forever into the sunset.

So, we ran with it! The sun, that is!

Dropping our stuff at the hotel, washing away the flights and trains and buses from our skin, and setting our heads towards the hills, we followed the peach-sun up the mountainside, through the clouds, and onto a mountaintop overlooking a promontory, which itself had a great view of the ocean beyond.

We went in a small cable car. I watched the city of Nagasaki turn to a toy-town below, the air tight and hot with other bodies, all of us trying not to invade each other’s personal space or time. And there was Hadleigh, standing patiently behind me; till I was pulling his hand, excited, spying the sun again, and we were out in the open air with a breeze on our sweaty backs, and there was the sun in her fancy dress of pinks and golds and crimson jewels. I watched as she lowered herself into the ocean. Mesmerised. The cicadas in the forest played on.

Entranced by the sunset and the ocean and the pinkness of it all, I lost track of time.. A bubble of joy rising in my throat, leftover snippets of the songs from my chosen plane-movie, La La Land, floating in my mind. Wonder, and awe, and happiness, and sweaty discomfort, and unfamiliarity, and familiarity all at once. There it was, the very same sun, and here I was, in a new-to-me country, on the edge of my first adventure in years. And this being an especially meaningful one. It was then that Hadleigh came back, to lead me on to see the moon!

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Ahead…

a radio tower, shaped from painted iron bars, like the Eiffel, or like those structures that are used to launch rockets into space.

Above…

a bouncing moon, friendly, soft rounded edges waxing imperceptibly between breaks in the clouds. Sailing.

Below…

a city of stars, layered with history, and full of life!
People going about the moment, living, rooted, precious, whole.
I felt that once-scary floating feeling that comes with traveling: that loosening of self, becoming a stranger in a land that is not-at-all strange to those who live there.

Uprooted from my own story, floating amongst a million stories,
like an astronaut in the middle of a breathing, spinning galaxy.

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City of stars
there’s so much that I can’t see.
Who knows?
I felt it from the first embrace I shared with you…

…there in the bars
and through the smokescreen of the crowded restaurants
It’s love.

~ La La Land (2016)

DETROIT

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As
deep
as lay
the workers’
city below the
earth, so high above
it towered the complex
known as the “Club of the Sons”

~ Metropolis, 1927


Rising Rooted, After the Fall

When the Guardian Building was unveiled in April of 1929, it was hailed in the local newspapers as a “Cathedral of Finance” and a “Temple of Banking.”

The comparison to religious architecture is an astute one. Anyone who enters the Guardian will experience a moment of awe, after walking beneath the portico arch. Inside, the length of the building is hollowed like the long nave of a church, punctuated with light and colour, pattern and shape. Altogether, it is enough to take one’s breath away.

The effect is similar to that described by Abbot Suger of St Denis:

“…the multicolour loveliness of the gems has called me away from external cares, and worthy meditation, transporting me from material to immaterial things, has persuaded me to examine the diversity of holy virtues, then I seem to see myself existing on some level, as it were, beyond our earthly one, neither completely in the slime of earth nor completely in the purity of heaven.”

~ Abbot Suger of St Denis, c. 1144

The Abbot was writing of the cathedrals he had witnessed in France, during the height of the Gothic period, when every church aspired to be taller than the last. This period was one of incredible advancements in architecture. Gone were the small, rounded windows of the Romanesque, and the thick layers of stone formed into rounded ceilings. All was changed, all made new, when the technology of the pointed arch was discovered! Ceilings were freed from their constraints, soaring high as a bird, and walls that were once dimly lit could now be pierced through with bright windows like jewels, strung from floor to heaven above. The world was changed, quite visibly. In their race to the clouds, some of the cathedrals of France grew so tall, so spindly and thin, that they began to topple - their balustrades and buttresses buckling under the weight of such towering ceilings. One of the tallest remaining churches of that time, Beauvais, at 47 metres, is now held up with extensive inner supports after two structural disasters.

But is it not human, to reach for the unseen? To dream? To imagine and create, to envision and hope beyond hope?

Now, I must call us back to the scene at hand. Our stage is set almost a millennia forward, circa 1929; and this temple - the Temple of Finance - is only a wink to those cathedrals of the past. Our human story has changed much since the 1100s, and architecture heralds these changes: in New York they are building towers that scrape the sky! Society is flourishing in the 1920s, after the harsh years of war and rations, and hope is in the air. It is in this climate that the Guardian Building is built; commissioned by the Union Trust Company, a financial institution that was on the up and up, and designed by eminent architect Wirt Rowland.

Researchers and authors have speculated about Rowland’s design and its likeness to a church. The nave-like structure of the lobby and great hall defy the logistics of the building above, a 40-some storey skyscraper that immediately became the second tallest building in Detroit. But Rowland knew his intentions: he wished to create a temple to commerce.

Commerce. Its presence is everywhere in the architect’s designs. From the writings on the wall beyond the entrance, to the symbols on the door handles: an entwined ‘U’ & ‘T,’ for Union Trust. On the far wall, where an apse would stand in a church, high up in the place where Christ might be shown on a cross, or a large gleaming window might shine with the light of heaven, there is a painted mural, 3 storeys high. It shows the lady Commerce, personified now, like one of the muses of old. Around her are illustrations of wheat and fish, ships and mines, all symbols of the commercial products and wealth of the State of Michigan. Above her head is a symbol for the banks: FINANCE written in large gold letters. In her hands she holds not one, but two overflowing cornucopias.

Indeed, the atmosphere is one of reverence for wealth. In place of a holy spirit, the spirit that resides here is Commerce, and her image is lifted up into glory by the beauty of the building, ascendant, an almost-deity.

The vision is one that seems at odds with the city outside, when I visit Detroit in 2018: papers blow in the gutters and empty streets sit silent at certain hours, the only sound soft like rubber soles, a distant moaning of wind through broken panes. Somewhere, a siren wails.

How? Why? What happened?


The Tides Of Detroit

In researching the history of Detroit, I have come to feel that this city could be hailed as an emblem. We have all heard of the rise and fall of the Roman Empire, something that supposedly haunts the daydreams of most cis men on this planet. But what of our own place in the continuum of human history? Because we are here: in the midst of it, being battered by the tides of our own time. It is 2025, and I see my world in the mirror, when I look into Detroit. What I see both scares and soothes me.

Detroit has been through many tides. This is apparent when we learn that the city’s two mottos

Speramus Meliora
"We hope for better things"

Resurget Cineribus
"It will rise from the ashes"

were written not after the mass exodus that I am about to detail, but long before; in the youth of the city, when it was razed by the Great Fire of 1805.

And ever since that fire, Detroit has been marked by the rise and fall of the tides of the world. What follows is an account of these ebbs and flows, which brought the city to the point of ruin and rebirth…


Detroit’s story is akin to the ancient Chinese Parable of the Old Man and the Horse, which begins with the lines: “Good luck and bad luck create each other, and it is difficult to forsee their change”…

As luck would have it, the city was razed by the Great Fire of 1805.

As luck would have it, the city had a river that brought in a lot of commerce, and the city grew prosperous once again.

As luck would have it, a great many people began to migrate from the lands all around, coming to the city to find work.

As luck would have it, a man named Ford and his peers were able to offer people jobs in new assembly lines, creating cars.

As luck would have it, the people were given more money for their work, making them into modern day consumers.

As luck would have it, this boom created more jobs, and more people migrated to the city, which was more prosperous than ever.

As luck would have it, people discovered the new assembly work was hard, and the conditions poor. Discontent began to grow.

As luck would have it, the workers rallied and created unions, and better conditions for their working lives.

As luck would have it, competition for jobs began to be fierce, and racism abounded. White Protestant people discriminated against all other peoples, and the KKK spread fear and violence, targeting the Black, Catholic and Jewish communities.

As luck would have it, the market crashed during the Great Depression, and the city that had swelled with workers and jobs was plunged into insecurity.

As luck would have it, a second world war began and the manufacturing industry experienced a resurgence. There were jobs again.

As luck would have it, there was another wave of migration, as 400,000 people migrated to the city from 1941 to 1943, drawn by the promise of jobs during the war effort.

As luck would have it, the racism of previous eras was still present, and it began to eat away at the stability, the very foundations, of the city.

As luck would have it, the Packard plant took a step towards an inclusive future, when it promoted three black people to work next to the white people on the assembly line.

As luck would have it, the white community of Detroit chose to entrench themselves in their racism instead of integrate. 25,000 people walked off the job, saying they would rather let the Germans win than work alongside black people. Segregation continued as an unspoken rule.

As luck would have it, the war ended, and Americans returned home to a time of new hope and prosperity.

As luck would have it, people began to idealise a suburban lifestyle, and a new migration happened. New highways needed to be built, and industries relocated to the outskirts. The poorer suburbs, which had long been segregated through use of zoning laws and lack of infrastructure, were often the ones that were affected by new roadways.

As luck would have it, a delineation began to grow - between the wealthier suburbs where more white people lived, and the city centre, where more black people lived.

As luck would have it, the inner city’s tax base was undercut by this suburban exodus, and the city began to decline as jobs became out of reach to urban, low-income workers.

As luck would have it, the Civil Rights Movement brought new hope to the city, and black people began to march for their rights. Martin Luther King Jr. gave a speech about a dream he had for a better future.

As luck would have it, young black people, who wanted a change, came to blows with the police, who were still operating on a racist agenda.

As luck would have it, the tensions culminated into the Twelfth Street Riot, during which many buildings were destroyed and lives were lost. The Black community wished to be heard, and for action to be taken, they had had enough.

As luck would have it, the riots were witnessed by the white community, who chose again to defer, instead of integrating and working towards equality. They began to leave. The city’s population slowly declined from 1.8 million to its current 600,000.

As luck would have it, the industries began to leave too; a change exacerbated by the oil crisis and the rising demand for smaller, more fuel efficient foreign cars. Jobs became scarce.

As luck would have it, the city was plunged into an economic downturn that persists to this day.


故福之為禍,
禍之為福
化不可極,
深不可測也

Bad luck brings good luck, and good luck brings bad luck.
This happens without end, and nobody can estimate it.


The tale of Detroit can teach us a lot.

Firstly, one might discern that luck is a fickle thing. I would argue that fate, as a principle, is uncertain, and that change is the only reliable constant. The creators of the Guardian Building were banking on the city’s luck remaining steady, but history shows us that no state of being is steady, change will inevitably come. Tides will rise and tides will fall. Seasons of plenty are followed by seasons of scarcity. A smart, nay, a lucky society would be the one that preempts changes by building a strong foundation on which to fall back, when scarcity comes knocking.

Secondly, the arc of time reveals the weaknesses of certain values held by the city dwellers. While Commerce has great gifts to bring when we are in her good graces, she does little to sustain us when her interests are turned elsewhere or are diminished by a change in the financial system. Moreover, systems that stem from the values engendered by racism - othering, segregation, violence and oppression - are unveiled in all their nastiness and hubris, as they eventually undermine the very foundations of the city, perpetuating issues that led to the ruin of the economy and people’s wellbeing.

These historic events felt especially poignant to me, unearthed in the light of this day, when my own city, Wellington, is being affected by the decisions of lawmakers - with job cuts leading to a mini exodus; and in the light of the wider world at this present time, where diversity and inclusion measures are being rolled back in a new wave of nationalist, populist and racist sentiment.

But what of hope? For, the story is not over, and there may yet be another change.


Endings and Beginnings:

Turning away from the mural of Commerce with her cornucopias, and all the glorification of the 20th century with its grand promise of production and consumption, I can see something else. Something different. A spark of hope caught, inadvertently, in the details of the Guardian Building.

While researching this long story, I came across the term “Mayan Revival Architecture.” This style, a subset of the Art Deco period, seems anachronistic, when viewed alongside the hyper modern, sleek, streamlined designs of the time. But Rowland was not alone in his use of ancient and ethnically diverse inspirations - the Mayan Revival sat alongside the Egyptian Revival as examples of a growing interest in all things “exotic,” a trend helped along by the accessibility and lowering cost of overseas travel. Art Deco sought to remake the world anew, in the modern image, and to Western people of the time, anything that was not Greek, Roman or Gothic in influence seemed “new.”

The reality, of course, is that these “Mayan” designs were appropriated from the designs of Indigenous cultures, across the Americas.

Looking at the ceilings, with their multicoloured tiles and hand-painted patterns, I was reminded of something I wrote a very long time ago, about the Mayan people’s careful measurements of time…

The Mayans kept track of time using various different calendar systems. The Haab' calendar coincided with the solar year and counted 365 day cycles. The Tzolk'in calendar aligned with the movements of stars and the cycles of corn cropping, and counted in 260 day cycles. The Long Count calendar ran in a series of interlinking cycles of days, counting periods of up to 2,880,000 days. These calendars linked like cogs and wheels, the various parts moving in complex patterns, and cycling in seemingly random natures due to the discord of the numbers. And yet, as with every cyclical thing in the Universe, the loop eventually comes back around.

It may be a symptom of our own times, that we have developed a kind of Myopia or shortsightedness.

Many of us live in a personal bubble of our own creation, thinking only in terms of days, weeks, years, and our own lifetime. Our shortsightedness limits our concerns for those things outside our personal bubble: other inhabitants of the Earth, and the future. Consequentially, we are also limited in our abilities to create long-term communal connections or make long-term rational decisions that will benefit not only ourselves, but others around us and those who will come after us.

The Mayans understood that time moves in many cycles, large and small, and that these cycles bring periods of change.

This wider view of time is reflected, too, in the Iroquois concept of Seventh Generation Stewardship:

“Look and listen for the welfare of the whole people and have always in view not only the present but also the coming generations, even those whose faces are yet beneath the surface of the ground -- the unborn of the future Nation.”

~ Constitution of the Iroquois Nation

It is this wider view of time that I see as the spark of hope, hidden in the architecture left behind by a community who saw only an immediate dream of abundance.

It is this wider view which is taking root in the city, now; and the city is slowly rising..


Rising Rooted

The seeds of hope have taken root once again in the city of Detroit, and this time, the hope is founded upon something different.

Not built upon a teetering golden throne of prosperity,

but tended from the ground up, like grassroots that grow strong.

In the recent documentary, The Rise, Fall and Rebirth of Detroit, we learn that the people who stayed in the city are slowly rebuilding. However, they are building something new: a dream of their own. Their own systems, which will hold them tight against the tides that currently threaten our world. They are growing gardens, urban farms, to counter the blight of the modern “food deserts” and bring fresh food to their families and communities. They understand that wellness begins and ends in nourishment and provision. They are building their own businesses, hiring their neighbours, providing jobs to those who were overlooked by the top-down system. They are making it their business to rebuild, one burnt or abandoned lot at a time. There are kids creating a life for themselves out of the ruins, making skateparks in abandoned lots. There are people composting, people caring, people thriving.

People are even moving back to Detroit.

There is a possibility that things will cycle back to a low point, as gentrification currently threatens the city and the suburbs the same way systemic racism once did: raising prices, pushing people out of their own neighbourhoods, thus creating further harmful delineations and disparities.

But there is also the possibility that we might learn from our past, and choose to weather the changes of the world differently. Some newcomers are choosing to integrate and to support their neighbours’ efforts - their visions for a better future.


When we dream up a better future,

may we dream of betterment beyond our own lives.


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Further Resources,
for those who are interested:

Articles about the Guardian Building and its semi-religious architecture

  • Smith, M.G., Fletcher, R. Proportioning systems in Wirt C. Rowland’s Union Trust Guardian Building. Nexus Netw J 17, 207–229, (2015)

  • Gabriele, Matthew. What You Didn’t Know About Medieval Detroit. Forbes, (2018)

  • Rubin, E.  Skyscrapers and Tall Buildings. Oxford Research Encyclopedia of American History, (2018)

Two great documentaries about Detroit’s history and its revival

  • The Rise, Fall and Rebirth of Detroit | Abandoned. VICE, (2023)

  • Requiem for Detroit. dir., Julien Temple, (2010)

Information about the Art Deco period and “Mayan Revival” style

Other fascinating bits and bobs referenced

  • Lang, Fritz. Metropolis. Paramount Pictures, (1927)

  • The old man lost his horse (but it all turned out for the best). The Huainanzi, chapter 18. (c. 139 BCE)

  • Law 28 of the Constitution of the Iroquois Nation